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[08 Jul 2005|04:45pm] |
ok so i know i havent updated in a whilee but thinqs have been busy . ben on summer vaca since june third & i sleep most of the day haha ; so thinqs have chanqed an amazinq amount this summer. sinqle aqain = ) but not lovinq the drama that went alonq with that one.. dont even wanna qet into it lol . softballs over & i miss my qirls to the extreeme ♥ . ive had like sunpoisoninq like twice already haha but it was worth it. the fourth of july was like insanee ♥ . i love the beaachh . we went jetskiinq haha & i raced and won ;o) . the rest of summer has just basically benn chillin & partyinqq . nothinq unusual lol [ ill update when some qood shit qoes down ]
♥ always dear
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[29 May 2005|07:59pm] |
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haha yeaaaa boy so i havent updated ina whileee so i think im qna start aqain . Yesterdaay i went ta eastie wit tha family & then to south boston for my uncles party after. Hes qot a pretty nice place .. its small but like decorated wicked cool.. so we stayed there til like 11 & everyone was trashed lmao & u know what happens when my family qets like that .. its def. time to leave haha so we went home & i went in my room and watched a niqht at the roxbury & talked to steve .. idk why but i was like out of it and he thouqht i was mad at him but i really wasnt i was just wicked frustrated .. so he said he hada qo and i was liek whatever & i just hunq up on him .. i feel bad now & he wont answer the fone lol .. so i went to bed & woke up today and wennt to churchh & saw one of bucci`s friends who sells newspaperssss and then i went home & to my bros qames & then to the beachhhhhhh =o) it was too cold to qo in thouqh and now im homeee .. nothinq to do * hopefully beach tomorrow & then a softball qame =o) well ill update laterrr .. lata hoess <3 alwayss
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[21 Apr 2005|11:03pm] |
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat.
4. Never miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. Don't refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, do not tell your friends that you did.
8.5 If you DO sleep with them, don't tell your friends that you did.
9. You can be dirty minded in private, really...most of them are not offended by it...
10. Not all of them eat like birds, a lot of them can eat like whales.
11. Most of them don't mind paying half of everything, but they do discuss these things with their friends. Realize that if you make your girlfriend pay half all the time, everyone will know about it and your friends will know you're a pussy..
11.5 Do you honestly need all your money that much? Be a man, pay all the time!
12. Every girl should eventually get three things from her boyfriend- a stuffed animal, one of his sweatshirts, and a really pretty ring. Even if it's not a serious relationship.
13. Make sure she gets home safely as often as you can. If you're dropping her off, walk her to the door. If you aren't dropping her off, call to be sure she's home safely.
14. If a guy is bothering her, it is your right to beat the shit out of him.
15. If you're talking to a female friend of yours, pull your girlfriend closer.
16. Never, ever slap her, even if it's just in a joking way. Even if she swats you first, and says, "Oh, you're so dumb" or something, never make any gestures back.
17. Go to a chick flick once in a while. She doesn't care whether you enjoy it or not, it just matters that you went.
18. You're dead meat if you can't get along with their pets, parents, and best friends. Be prince charming to their friends, Mr. Polite to their parents, and make sure to be nice to their animals.
19. Don't flirt with their moms...that's just freaky.
20. Don't be freaked out by PMS. It's not gross, and it really does make them feel like shit, so be understanding.
21. If you don't like the way they drive, you do it.
22. If you're officially dating, and you're introducing her to your friends, you'd better damn well introduce her as your girlfriend.
23. Don't stress where you go for every date. They really only want to be with you.
24. If they complain that something hurts, rub it for them without being asked.
25. Girls are fragile. Even if you're play fighting/wrestling, be very gentle.
26. Memorize their god damn birthdays. You forget her birthday and you're basically screwed for life.
27. Don't marinade the cologne, but smell good.
28. Don't give her something stupid for her birthday or Christmas or Valentine's day. It doesn't have to be expensive, but it has to be meaningful. Jewelry is always nice.
29. If you think the relationship isn't going to last, don't wait to find out. It will only hurt you more if you draw it out.
30. After you've been dating for a while, realize that they really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond.
(If you have read this and you are a girl, then some of these things are actually really true...am I right?! And if you read this and you are a guy, then these are like the mother fuckin best tips you could ever get!)
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[15 Apr 2005|10:01pm] |
KN0W WHAT REALLY SUCKS? WHEN Y0U THINK Y0U'RE T0TALLY 0VER S0MEONE AND Y0U D0NT THINK Y0U'RE GUNNA SEE THEM F0R A L0NG TIME S0 Y0U D0NT HAVE T0 W0RRY AB0UT FALLING F0R HIM AGAIN ANYTIME S00N..AND Y0U D0NT SEE THEM, BUT Y0U JUST HAVE 0NE 0F TH0SE DAYS AND Y0U FALL F0R HIM ALL 0VER AGAIN. BUT THIS TIME WITH0UT HEARING HIS V0ICE, WITH0UT SEEING HIM, WITH0UT HEARING A CERTAIN S0NG..JUST CUS Y0U WERE THINKING AB0UT HIM AND Y0U'RE RIGHT BACK IN L0VE..
on the phone a year later, he asked her if she missed him. her reply was, "i don't miss you, i miss the guy who called me every second he could, who sat at home on saturday nights when we couldn't be together thinking of me, the guy who knew how to say sorry, the guy who came to my house after every fight, the guy who told me i looked like a rose, that's the guy i miss. you, well how could i miss you, i don't even know you."
i hatE the wAy y0u caN pusH me t0 the limiTz / wiTh the
thiNgz y0u d0 - aNd - thEn kn0w juSt the riGHt tiMe t0o
sAy s0methiNg -swEet- t0 make me faLl in l0ve aLl 0ver
aGain
it seems like so much has happened and changed, so many people have entered and exit out lives, so much bullshit and drama, with their many problems of boys and friends, so many regrets we make and so few errors we try to fix. we all go through some form of the fighting and the curse words, the bitching and the complaints, the laughters and the tears, whether they're tears of sadness or just tears of happiness. and with them backstabbers and liars, the losers and the populars, the hurtful words that can make you cry for hours, the drinking at parties, the stupid lies that we condemn together to make it fit all our stories, the sneaking out late at night and all the dumb things we do in life, we wind up learning... you just gotta live a little.
(i am) The girl who needs someone to love her, because she cannot love herself. The girl who drags you outside to dance with her every time it rains. The girl who wishes desperately that she could be five again. The girl who sometimes pretends not to see you, because she prefers to be alone. The girl who is in love with the night, because she's adapted to the darkness. The girl who can never make up her mind, and is always five minutes late.. The girl who looks for the beauty in everything. Let me kill your questions. I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A sphinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined. Unknowable. Indefinable.
SOMETIMES BEING BEAUTIFUL
MEANS THERES A LOT OF { HURT } IN YOUR LIFE..
BECAUSE PEOPLE LOVE TO BRING YOU DOWN
THE BEST THEY CAN *
Love is a contridiction. It's hard to find but easy to lose, makes you feel good but it hurts you so bad, it opens your eyes that makes you blind, it fills up your heart then tears it apart.
I imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense that once the hate is gone the will be forced to deal with the pain.
I'm 80 years old when I look though my high school photographs and find the picture of you and I. We were young and in love. I think of what happened to that young man from so long ago and found someone who knew you. They say "Yeah - sure I'll take you to him." I never knew what I would be standing in front of me would be a tombstone inscribed with "You held my heart, you held my soul, you held my world. If only I hadn't made that last mistake."
remember that game we use to play when we were kids called "telephone"
and something would be said to 1 person and by the time it reaches the end of the line
it was a whole different story?
Well. Welcome to high school.
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[11 Apr 2005|08:19pm] |
sorry if any of the quotes were already posted
nOw i knOw im being used <33
thats Okay cause i like the abuse
i`m just another notch in your bedpost,
but you're just a line in a s0ng <|33
it passes itself 0ff as y0ur friend
>> but it never failz tO betray yOu
can i lay in yOur bEd all day
i'll be y0ur best kEep secret
nd yOur biggest [ mistake ]
echoes of broken promises haunt mE in my-
sleep. the promises i believed, the promises
you [ c o u l d n t ] keep
dO yOu rEmEmber what i said, while shE`s sleEping in
yOur bEd? tEll mE hOw yOu smile hard, cause i dOn`t
smile much sO far. and is shE EvErything yOu nEed; is
shE EvErything i culdn't bE? duz shE make EvErything
match better, bring y0u all thE shiny wEather that yOu
want ? aNd is shE EvErything . . . EvErything im nOt ?
we Only except thE lOvEe
we think we deserve <33
Our families determine whO we are and who were not
all of our relationships with everybody we every meet
for the rest of our lifes is based on thE way we relate
tO the members Of our family _ no wonder the worlds
sO fucked up - [[ OZ ]]
That`s when hE calls yOu up Out Of thE blue One day _
and yOu knOw hE thinks he`s talking tO thE girl that . . .
yOu used tO be sO when y0u tell him he's just a memory,
isnt it funny how his voice cracks wen he says goodbye?
dO yOu knOw what i see when i lOok
at yOu nOw? - i dOnt see an amazinq
man dat usta take mah breathe away..
with a single glance ->> i see a scared
insecure lil bOy whO`z fear Of bein
alOne is even [ greater ] than mine. *
sOmetimes i think that its my fault that yOu're _
gOne, but nOw i knOw i cOuldnt have been m0re
in lOve wit yOu nd thOugh lOve means trust yOu
, you didnt deserve trust - becazuse the [ entire ]
time yOu were lying tO meh <|33
i knOw i`ve made sOmE stupid mistakes. But
thE wOrst One was thinking thE persOn whO..
hurt me thE mOst, wOuldn't hurt mE again <33
is it the pOssiblity Of lOsin him tO . . .
somebody else that suddenly makes him
sO attractive ? [ DawsOn`s Creek ] <3
" i think thats what lOve really means
that you can forgive aNyThiNg " <33
_ Dawson's creek
if yOu wanted tO sleep with hEr _ even fOr a secOnd _
maybe it wasnt wrong after all. maybe it was yOur heart
telling yOu that im nOt thE One. Because that's what my
hearts telling mE nOw. That yOur nOt thE One <33
empty another bottle, let me tear you to pieces.
this is me wishing you into the worst situations.
i'm the kind of kid who cant let anything go,
but you wouldnt know a good thing if it came up and slit your throat.
Last night when we were fighting, I thought this was over and I was going to pick up and just leave,
but then I realized I'd rather fight with you than make love with anyone else
I'm tired of hearing about how nothing in your life is good enough.. Including me.
i'm sorry for running away from you, i'm sorry for not being enough for you
I'm not the girl who cries and falls apart. I'm not the girl who calls her ex-boyfriend to come and save her.
If you go then I'll forget you. When you're gone I won't miss you. I'm sorry that's just the way I've learned to deal with a broken heart
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Paul Ashworth: Why is it that adults aren't supposed to go mad about anything? You gotta keep a lid on it. And if you don't then people are apparently entitled to say what they like. "You haven't grown up. You're a moron. Your conversation is trivial and boorish. You can't express your emotional needs. You can't relate to your children." And you die, lonely and miserable. But you know, what the hell, every cloud has a silver lining. - fever pitch
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[09 Apr 2005|02:04pm] |
It's hard because he HAS me. I'm realizing that I've never been so truly vulnerable in my life, I've never given someone the power to hurt me so badly so willingly. And I know that if I wake up one day and he's not with me anymore, my entire world will probably crash down around me. Because being in love with him and being loved by him changed my life and reshaped my world more drastically than I ever imagined.
"So many roads,
so many detours,
so many choices,
so many mistakes"
-Sex & The City
"does it hurt to know its over?"
"no, it hurts to be the only person who knows its not"
i know she loves you so i wont interfere
.. i guess i'll just sit back and watch my world dissapear </3
the past is showing up in every song and every block
you walk down.. but you never wanna let go cause in your
heart * you know that`s where you wanna be ..
cause at some point or another..it made you happy
&& i promise to remain
the same chick that
you fell inlove with . .
-once u have happiness
hold on to it
because once u have it,
people will always try to take it
a w a y from you
i've given so much in the past for love
i never had .. i'm through with it <3
everytime i see you i want nothing more
than to throw my arms around u like
i used to, but this time i wouldnt let go
You sit there and smile at me and I
wonder if you’ve ever smiled
like that at anyone else
if you want to make a move .. make it.
if loving me is worth the risk .. take it.
i wait for the bus every morning; i wait for my classes to finish;
i wait for my shifts to end at work; i wait for the weekend to arrive
wait for supper to be ready; i wait for my birthday, for Christmas,
for vacations, for everything. i wait, and i wait, and i wait constantly ..
so it would be really great if i didn't have to wait for you, too.
<33
"it doesn't matter if the guy is perfect or the girl is perfect, as long as they are perfect for each other." --» good will hunting
"i always say that there is no greater act of courage than to be the one who kisses first." --» mad about you
"you dont get to choose you just fall in love and you get this person who is all wrong and all right at the same time. and you know you love them so much except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it. and the reason its so confusing is because it's love., but if love didn't have any challenges what would be the point?" --» party of five
i hate it when you leave <3
but i love how you turn and
smile as you walk out the door
i'm not saying i'm in love or anything,
but lately.. i've been thinking about you
the worst thing a guy can do
is make a girl fall for him
with no intention of catching her
and you'll never know
how much i love you <3
unless you give it a try
when you said you loved me, were your fingers crossed?
so say you need me
like a bad habit <3
you stole everything my
heart desired && now i
want it back - - <3
i will keep the . .
rain from falling
down into your ;;
eyes i promise *
everyone cries . - - . everyone weeps ;;
we all stay up late one night because we
can't go to sleep ` tears coming o u t '
thoughts deep in your head, so you `' .
sit & lay there & cry on your bed you
can't help bu t think about all the things
you had . you can't help but wonder ;;
why they make you so sad. you can't
help to think where did you go wronq.
you can't help to listen to your old song .
you can't help to think about him day &&
night. you can't help but wonder why ;;
this match isn't right. so you're happy `
to see him. it's been a lonq time ;; you're
happy to see him & you don't know why *
when one door closes ;; another one
opens && sometimes we look so long
at the closed door we don't see the `'
one that has - - o p e n e d . <|3
without trust . .
there is no love
|[ Moulin Rouge ]|
i want someone who will day dream
about me in class ;; then the teacher
will yell at him and tell him he needs
to listen. he'll say hes sorry && then
look at me . smile and whisper - - » i love you
[ this gave me shivers ] =)
comments && friends = <3
&& i got tons more they just
didn`t fit in this post. want them!?
you are every reason, every hope,
& every dream i've ever had & no
matter what happens to us in the
future everyday we are together
is the greatest day of my life.
-the notebook
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[19 Feb 2005|10:13am] |
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Derick and Lily are sitting alone in the park one night.
Derick:
I guess we are the left overs in this world
Lily:
I think so .. all of my friends have boyfriends
and we are the only the 2 people left in this world
without any special person in our lives
Derick:
Yup, I don't know what to do
Lily:
I know! We'll play a game
Derick:
What game?
Lily:
I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days
and you will be my boyfriend
Derick:
That's a great plan,
in fact i don't have anything to do
much for the following few weeks
DAY 1:
They watch their first movie
and they both are touched by the romantic film
DAY 4:
They went go to the beach and have a picnic
Derick and Lily have their quality time together
DAY 12:
Derick invited Lily to a circus
and they ride through a Horror House
Lily was scared and she thought she touched Derick's hand
but she actually touched someone else's hand
they both laughed
DAY 15:
They saw a fortune teller down the road,
and they asked for their future advice.
The fortune teller said:
"My darlings, please don't waste the time of your life.
spend the rest of your time together, happily."
Then tears flow out from the teller's eyes
DAY 20:
Lily invited Derick to go to the hill
and they saw a meteor
Lily mumbled something
DAY 28:
They sat on the bus, and because of a bumpy road
Lily gave her first kiss to Derick by accident
DAY 29:
11:37 pm:
Lily and Derick sat in the park where they
first decided to play this game
Derick:
I'm tired Lily...Do you want anything to drink?
I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road
Lily:
An Apple Juice, that's all thank you
Derick:
Wait for me
20 mins later
A stranger approached Lily
Stranger:
Are you a friend of Derick?
Lily:
Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger:
A reckless drunk driver ran over Derick,
he is in critical condition in the hospital
11:57 pm
The doctor walked out of the emergency room
he handed Lily an apple juice and a letter
Doctor:
We found this in Derick's pocket
Lily reads the letter and it says:
Lily, These past few weeks,
I realized you are a really cute girl,
and I am really falling for you
Your cherished smile, your everything,
when we played this game
Before this game would end
I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life
I love you Lily
Lily crumpled up the paper and shouted:
"Derick! I don't want you to die
I love you .. Remember that night when we saw a meteor
I mumbled something
I mumbled that I wish we would be together forever
and that we would never have to end this game.
Please don't leave me Derick .. I love you!
You can't do this to me!"
Then the clock strikes 12 ..
Derick's heart stoped pumping..
It was the 30th day
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[13 Feb 2005|06:16pm] |
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soo i know i havent updated ina whiLe .. but ive been busy lol this weekends been pretty good xcept that i was sick on thursday and friday .. but i got to miss school haha so its all good =o) annd on friday i watched a night at the roxbury whichh is a wickedd good moviee & tha madRe bought me the notebook haha .. so i watched that on saturday night .. and steve called me which made it all even better haha .. so we talked for a while & i was watching my movie at the same time so i guess i bored him cuz he fell asleep at like 11 haha i was like uh ohh so i just hung up the fone .. and todayy i went to the mall with sammm allie and rosemaRie .. it was funn haha i was wicked sad though cuz i didnt get to buy my dior lipgloss .. 4O bucksss haha but my aunt bought them for me for my birthdaay [ WEDNESdAY ! ] haha so its still cool .. annd im so excitedd cuz i cant wait til feb vacaa cusz im goin skiingggg ! buut uhm g_regs bdays on tuesdayy and im gettin him a cake haha cuz im just cool like that and we fought about it last year so this year he can have his own lol .. well im gunna go noww love yousz .. and dont forget my bdayyy haha
if yo0u were standinq in front of a mirror
with 11 rosesz .. yoou would be Lo0kinq att
the 12 most beautiful thinqs in the world<3
benzpimpin23rimz (6:23:16 PM): im older than u
benzpimpin23rimz (6:23:17 PM): !
benzpimpin23rimz (6:23:18 PM): owned
benzpimpin23rimz (6:23:53 PM): hmm whos gonna be able to buy alcohol before u by one day
benzpimpin23rimz (6:23:56 PM): meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
^ thats so not fair .. only older by a day =o( never lets me forget it haha
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[04 Feb 2005|03:44pm] |
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haha yeaaa i cant even believeee youu i hate you ! see if i everrr talk to you aqaiNn .. ( which won`t happen )
there are three type `sz of people in this
worLd .. the onesz who keep you alive
the onesz who would otherwise causee
you to die.. and thenn theresz you, who
manaqe`sz to do both at the same time =o/
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ok so this weekenDd pretty muCh suCked too = / i watChed HARdBALL at like 3 in the mOrninq and i was onLine taLkinq to peopLe .. thenn someone iMed me and was sayin stuff and i diDnt beLieve it .. and i queSs thatsz a qoOd thinq beCause he waSz Lyinq lol .. and then was alL canN i calL yOu tom nite and i waSz liKe i quEss iF yOu wanNa sO i meaN i quEss i waS happy .. i haveNt talKed to hiM in a whiLe .. sO we stoPped taLkinq at like 5 iNn the mOrninqq and i felL asLeep & i wOke up on sAt moRnin at liKe 1O whiCh is like wiCked unuSuaL cuz im uSualLy stilL sLeepinq thenn anD i weNt tO beDd wiCked late but i waSz alL exCited beCause it waSz satuRdAy and me aRi jaCki an CaRin weRe quNna qO see cOaCH caRter ( i haveNt sEen them iN FOREVER ! ) and theNn i qOtt siCk =o( and aRielLe and Carin calLed me at liKe thRee and sinCe i waSz siCK my mOm waSz like yOur nOt qoiNn oOut you quDda baBysit .. whiCh bLew wiCKed bad .. and thEy CalLed and weRe alL jaCki`sz quDda bAbysit .. we stilL quNna qo ? and i wasz liKe aw mAn i`m siCk & quDda stAy hOme .. dOo you wAnna qo oN sunDay ? and aRielLe haDda woRk and like reherSaL and like baSketbalL oR whadEva .. sOo we couLdnt qo .. so thenn i just diDd nothinq foR the reSt of tha day .. SoO i baBysat frOm liKe 63O tilL 1 and i wAited for sOmeone to Call .. but they neveR did .. whatever i quEss and me and DeMitRaa taLked abOut how like cOmpLetely hOpeLeSs we weRe haha i love heRr ! and i watChed stepfoRd wivEsz whiCH wasz kinDa poiNtLeSs but kinDa qoOd at the same tiMe .. anDd i felL aSleep at liKe 6iSh beCause i stilL haDd that feeLinq he waSz quNna CalL .. buT nOpe .. i Cant beLieve i felL foR it aqaiNn =o/ but whatever im qoOd i quEss ? so tOday i woKe up kinDa eaRLy and Saw RoSemaRie ! haha we were kinda suRpriSed to see eaCh other lol .. welL i jut qot my CalL =o) so iMm quNna qo .. loL ilL wRite lateRr xOox LOVE YOU <3
iF yOu reaD betwEen the LinEsz ..
yOu can sEe that i waNt yoOu </3
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ohhkay so we qot all our midtermss backk .. i qot a 10O on ReLiqiOn .. 84 oN hiStoRy .. 77 oOn mAth =o/ .. 89 on enqLiShh .. 8O sOmethiNq oOn biO .. anNd a 86 oOn SpAniSh * iduNno nOt muCH eLse tOo Say taniTe but tOmoRrow`Sz cOaCH carteR with soMe of my fave peOpLe ! iF it dOesnt snOw =o/ but oOhwel i hOpe it dOesnt .. byEe xoOox <3 *
amOore nO eS amOre > if thiSz aiNt Love
what aM i FeELinq .. what aM i dOin wRonq
amOre nO eS amoRe ; if this aiNt lOove ..
iTsz jUSt an ilLuSion i have iNn my heaRt </3
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| OHMYGAWd how much do i lovve jacki carlson |
[27 Jan 2005|07:42pm] |
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tHE tAMP0N SONG !i!
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:38:14 PM): TODAY I GOT MY PERIOD...
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:38:21 PM): AND THERE WERE NO PADS IN THE HOUSE
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:38:32 PM): I WAS FORCED TO USE A TAMPON- IT WAS MUCH LARGER THAN A MOUSE
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:38:43 PM): I REALLY THINK PUTTING IT IN WAS A BIG MISTAKE
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:38:50 PM): NOW I THINK MY UTERUS WILL SURELY BREAK
PiNK diiAMONd x3 (7:38:59 PM): LMAO
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:39:12 PM): IF IT WAS IN THE OVEN IT WOULD SURELY BAKE
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:39:16 PM): BUT ITS INDESTRUCTABLE
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:39:21 PM): OH SO INDESTRUCATBLE
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:39:35 PM): SOMETIMES I WONDER..WOULD IT BE EASIER IF I WAS A MAN?
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:39:44 PM): HOW COME GUYS DONT HAVE PERIODS IN THEIR DESTINY PLAN?
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:39:49 PM): BUT IM SO HAPPY THAT IM A GIRL
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:39:59 PM): SO THAT I ALWAYS THINK IM FAT THEN TRY TO HURL
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:40:09 PM): OH GOD THANK U FOR MAKING ME USE PADS
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:40:20 PM): CUZ THIS TAMPON THING IS GOINGGG....
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:40:23 PM): REALLLLYYYYY................
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:40:26 PM): BADDDDDDDD!
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:40:27 PM): dun na
x0O jacki 0Ox (7:40:28 PM): lmao
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| snOw day numbaa 2 |
[25 Jan 2005|03:20pm] |
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haha yea so this weeksz been like 2 snow daysz .. which is more than ive ever had in the whoole time i wasz at ola lol and aqain , today i did absolutely nothinnnnqqq i woke up at like 1130 ishh cuz i didnt qo to bed until 330 haha so yea.. and i woke up and watched maury and jerry sprinqer ! qudda love themm .. andD we`re supposed to qet 6 more inches of snow toniqht ! =o) which would be so awesome cuz that miqht mean theres no school aqainn tomorrow haha i love this weeek we`re never qoinq back to schooL .. welL i`ll wriqht later whenn somethinq qood happensz haha ex oOh
ya`lL bitCheszz dOnt knOw
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| snow day = ) |
[24 Jan 2005|08:35pm] |
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ok so today we hada snow day obv since it snowed wicked baDd .. and my cousin came over to stay because my parents hadnt come home from florida yet .. i didnt wake up until 12 haha but i guess my genious other cousin got ina car crash haha he like got ina fight with my cousin .. and took her car and like sped down my grandparents 34948745 mile driveway .. and theres like a blind spot where you cant see if another car is comming up the driveway .. so my uncle starts commin up and comes around the bend and my cousin cant stop haha so my uncles like ya know i dont wanna kill both cars so he swerves outa the way and goesz into the rock wall and my cousins thinkin the same thinq so he tries to swerve and still manages to hit the wall AND my uncle haha qudda love him and now he cant drive and he got his fone taken away and everything pretty funny .. then at like 3 my parents got home from florida and my mom was takin jimmy to the doctors cuz he didnt feel good and my dad was goin into work .. and he was like qimme the keys to the freestyle and ill heat up the car so she did and he locked the keys in there and my mom was like flipping out haha but its all fixed .. i needd to qo out somewhere soon lol ive been at my house babysittinq since thursdayyy haha so no school tomorrow maybe i can qo ouut thenn = ) theresz like a 389734 foot snowbankk in my driveway haha and i watched the whole 27 episodes of the oc these 2 days = ) haha andreaa well i quess im quna qo and i`ll write laterr when i have somethinq too say xoOox Love yOu aLwaySz andd foreveR
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| Ooh manN |
[23 Jan 2005|12:50am] |
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yea okay so this weekend so far hasnt been too bad .. my parentsz left for floridaaa on thursday and are supposeda come back sunday niqht but they miqht not because of the snowstormm which would be awesome haha so today mollysz sister amy came overr and we went to shaws in sauqusz real quick and i qo in and i thouqht i saw someone to school and i was like hey wutsuuup and then the kid turned around annnd it wasnt him haha so that kinda sucked but then we went to blockbuster and qot cabin fever which was wicked qood but wicked qross ... and my brother decided ta try to be funny so he was like tryna scare me but it didnt workkk = ) haha well i think ima qo to bedD noww ill write laterrr xoOox
' whats tha qunn for ? '
' its to shoot squirrels '
' why would you wanna kill squirrels? '
' cuz their qay '
'your so immature '
' just kiddinq i dont care if the squirrels straiqht or qay im still qunna shoot it '
lmao woowww
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[21 Jan 2005|12:25am] |
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so i havent written in this thinq for like yearssz but im qunna start aqain .. so midtermsz have been all this week and i think i did okay ..i had enqlish first and it was wicked easy .. math 2nd which wasz okay but it wasz wickedd lonq .. history i know i failed .. reliqionsz reliqion so obv that was easy .. bio wasnnt too bad but i qot a 81 which kinda sucks .. and spanish wasz madd easy too .. so my paRentsz are away this weekend which shouLd be funn haha and theresz no school tomorrow which isz like wicked awesome cusz im staRtinq to hate it lol but whatever .. but im wicked psyched for next weekennd .. coach carterrr with my best friends who i havent seen in forever =`( lolol i love youu quysz .. i miss my ballaah a wicked lot lol but im wicked excitedddd haha but its like 123O so im quna qo downstairsz and watch the movie thatsz been stuck in my head foreverr _ hardball [ we wanna play bitchhhh ] lmao and qo to beDd .. xOo Love you aLwaysz and fa`eva
and all the feeLinqsz that i thouqht were
qone .. came rushinq back to me at once </3
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| ahhm ii loOve yoOu = ) |
[10 Sep 2004|05:22pm] |
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arite i know i havten updated in like a week cuz my dad was an asshole and qrounded me from the computer .. but this week was my first week at austin and it was pretty qoOd .. i love it there .. so far lol .. the people are wicked nice and stuff so its all qood .. but I COULDNT GET MY DAMN LOCK TO WORKK lol now like my whole homeroom nos my combination cuz they were all opennin it for me .. but ally was my main locker opener haha shes qreaat .. but kim shOwed me hOwda do it so i can dO it myself now lol .. uumm the classes and shit are really easy .. and as unreal as it seams i can actually pay attention and sit thru and hour and a half of each period lol .. and i ACTUALLY UNDERSTAND MATH that hasnt happened in like yearrss lol .. umm not too much else has happened but ill update wen somthenn duz = ) lOove yoOusz
yoOU mite think im happy but im not qonna be oOkay.. everbOdy aLwaysz gave you what yOou wanted neva had to work .. it was always there .. you dont no what its like .. what itsz like .. to be hurt to feel lost .. to be left out in the dark .. to be kicked wen ya down .. to feel like you`ve been pushed around to be on the edge of breaking downn and no ones thea to save you .. no you dont no what its like .. welcome to my life ..
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